It’s the neutrality that kills me. How can you say "your child is dead" in the same tone you’d use to tell someone their car is ready for pickup? Looking back at Dickie asking about the grass and the rain... it’s physically painful. He’s just a curious little boy, and every "why" is basically a nail in his coffin. His dad’s silence wasn't just being grumpy; it was pure, quiet dread. He knew . That drink. It’s supposed to be "medicine" for a test, but it feels like a betrayal. A sweet taste right before they rip his mind apart. " Where would you like the body?" No "we're sorry," no "this is hard." Just a government fee and a burial request. It makes my skin crawl. He was so excited for those presents. Now they’re just sitting in a room that’s going to stay empty forever. Honestly? If thinking too much and asking "why" is a crime, I’d be the first one gone. It’s that terrifying thought that...
Writing from the heart, drawing from the depths, healing in the process.